fuse.

I've moved from the URL
below :D

It's!!

http://www.icanbethatperkie.blogspot.com/

muah!

Dear readers,

Yes, it has been long. I've thought about starting over another blog, this one seemed less not me. The new one is

petitecharmaine.blogspot.com

Love you guys :)

I feel heartless,
I dont feel the same,
I can never have it back again,
No, it isnt you.

I made a desicion,
With the skip of my heartbeat,
Now i have to go through it,
With a fragile heart of mine.

The days,
That we never talked,
I went through shit,
You'll never know.

I want to let go,
I cant take this anymore,
I'm a person,
That i never knew before.

Oh, by the way people, poems are meant to be hidden,
you think i'm emo or shit, But i'll leave you clueless.

<3

I just want to breakdown and cry,
Leave me alone, please?
Just leave,
I wont need you.

You should think how we were,
As soft as a petal of a flower,
As happy as a giggle of a baby,
What are we now?

My heart is like a puzzle,
Everything just brokedown,
Crashed like a glass,
And yet, we could still blame each other.

I dont want to go on like this,
I just want to love myself,
I dont want to go on,
I want myself.

You think you know,
Everything about me,
But you just dont know,
You fell in love to someone you hardly know.

You want the old me,
But that's where you dont know me,
That's where i can never go back,
I'm a heartless bitch?

I've hurt you, yes,
But i've hurt myself,
The sacrificies i've made for you,
Means what now? Nothing.

I'm starting not to love myself,
I'm starting to hate myself,
I do the things i dont do,
I wish i could just stop.

Who do i love?
Noone. Not me. Not anyone.

<3

Rihanna - Cry

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

FUCK THE THINGS I'M GOING THROUGH. WHY THE FUCK I NEED YOU PEOPLE FOR? GET OUT OF MY LIFE, I HAVE ENOUGH PROBLEMS TO GO THROUGH.

Dear readers,

I mixed two days together, because within that two days, i had alot of going on.

Saturday night,

I went for a ballet concert! Pictures shows them :) It was so beautiful, pretty, girly bla bla bla! Could go on and still jump around and being all excited. Well, Hubby ape wasnt too much excited. Bluwek! :P :) But i still love him. And anyways, my friend performed for the ballet, her name is Lauen. She's tall and those common ballet which are skinny, soft, tall and yes, you guessed it, fair. Here they are :) Pictures!

The ticket concert! Yes the theme is 'I too can be a star'. It's nice la :)

The stage.
Now, the Pictures, enough said :)

Finale.

The picture before i went down to the stage :D LOL, I dont think a girl can live without cameras!

On stage! AWW!

Meet Lauren, she was the ballet there! Yes la! She's tall! I get it! She was wearing ballet shoes! I wanted to cry D: I want to have one for ages! :(

See? Girls cant live without cameras, and technology is becoming better, the more detailed the pictures will be, the more our pimples are shown! :S
And this is what happens when cameras are in my hand! HEHE :D Mrs Kasi with Mr Kasi glasses! And her forgot that he gave it to me -.- common of him!

I have stich's paw! I have stich's paw! :D

Sunday Afternoon,

Went out to buy art block, my due date for my art project is next month! And i only did two trees! Nvm, the explaination isnt for now, but will take picture (i hope) from my project! Anyways, went to the mall, and got carried away. So i watched KUNG FU PANDA! Was so freaking happy i finally get to watch it! I was frantically jumping here and there! UGH! EEE! I want to watch it again and again! :( ;( D: See how sad i am?! KUNG FU PANDA! Isaac said he died out laughing! And now i know what he means! And i love it! I LOVE IT! I LOVE IT! I LOVE IT! :(

KUNG FU PANDA! D: I WANT TO WATCH YOU AGAIN!

I looked everywhere just to have this one scene! AHH! SO FREAKING CUTE! PANDAS ARE SO CUTE! (well, except for the real ones) I LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS PART OF THE MOVIE! AHH! I COULD STILL LAUGH! :D

Well, that's what happen for both my days, well, technically not really, but my hands and lips are not telling you people, or i'll get in trouble by my sifu Mr Kasi. :D HAHA LOL

KUNG FU PANDA! KUNG FU PANDA! KUNG FU PANDA! KUNG FU PANDA! KUNG FU PANDA! KUNG FU PANDA!

I'M OFFICIALLY A KUNG FU PANDA FAN! :D

PS, you shouldnt have told me what you were gonna give me for my bday! I love what you did for me, and i did cry when you told me! BUT i want to cry ON MY BDAY! Not now :( Naughty..UMM! :P

I love you too Isaac Kasi.

Dear hubby,

I'm writing this letter to you it's because it's my birthday soon. I want puppies! PRETTY PLEASE WITH THE STRAWBERRY on top? :( LIPS OUT!

Hubby syg..Baaby want puppies OR, the ticket to KL? Please? I really do want to go see ape and Waggy. And i want to see everybody and you :( Anyways, sorry i didnt talk to you last night. I fell asleep :( But you went see footy! AND came back at 3 something but called me at 5? What the..LOL nvm syg, but now i'm waiting for you to awake up, and it's 3! Oh wake up! Everyone is like awake! Koala is your new name! Cause they just eat and sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep and yes sleep!

Anyways, i'm staying at my friend's house now, her name is Bernadette, but i call her Beth. Her mum went to Jakarta, so i'm here with her! Anyways, she has cute puppies!

Tell you the story! She has like 7 dogs, two parent dogs, and the others are puppies, two big puppies, the others are very little puppies! You see, she has weird dogs, and when i say weird, they are! The parent of the puppies, which the dad dog is in brown, the mummy is white, and their puppies are BLACK! Yes la, not joking.

Father (brown) + Mummy (white) = Puppies (black)

Me, Charmaine Deborah is not lying! HAHA so here they are!

The bigger puppies.

The little puppies (one missing; SLEEPING!)

The ball.

*screams!* so cute
She bit me ;(

AWW!

AND I LOVE THIS ONE!

She's special, she has white fur on her neck!

This is Bernadette (Beth)

Dear readers,

I know the title is oh-so not nice. But I really do MEAN it. Whatever, i get to talk about whatever i want in my blog, because it's MINE. Anyways, there's this girl i know. And i just cant believe, that all the effort of coming up to the idea that i thought about, she could JUST copy it!

WHAT THE FUCK?

YOU'RE A MOTHER-FUCKING COPY CAT BITCH WHO DOES NOT THINK ABOUT EVERYTHING YOURSELF!

No, i'm not puas hati about this! SHIT what the fuck?! Sigh.

You're a slut in my eyes and through whatever i see through even screen, you're just plastic bitch.

Whatever, it'll comes right back at you, you'll realise, how much effort you put in, WASTED.

SIGH, well, i wasted this page just for your ass that i'm mad about.

Moving on.

Was not that grand today. Being a pig is fun sometimes, no wonder ape loves it.

But now we have our ups and downs, now, technically, it's downs.

But somehow, he'll still call for a few minutes and merajuk and goes back to his incredible hulk (in black) LOL.

But yeah, he's still my hubby :) Oh, last..oh yeah, monday, my phone has been taken away, not one, but the only MR HENDRICKS. Yeah i know, i'm lucky that day.

Whatever, hate that old hag anyways.

Well, i dont feel like poems right now, after what happen. But i'll put pictures for you people :)

Milky saying Hello!

ME! In class.

Yes, I do love my milky.

Just cant resist the comp! Ekk!

Me and Milky.

And let them do the talking! :)

I won! 'sniff '

Aww! They gave me flowers too!

She's actually the winner; not me 'whines', 'cries'

But i took credit! :D

My oh-so cousin who won.

I LOVE this bird! Hilarious!

Hey there, my whole hols aren’t so-oh nice.
But I’ll leave with it, the truth is, I really can’t!
But whatever, Charmaine just want to step into the world so people who just try to stop me, will end up getting fucked up.
...I sound mad, and why is that? Well, because people just can’t get their ass out of people’s business. (or I’ll say keep out of people’s bee’s wax!)
yea yea, should stop the yapping. WHATEVER.

Sigh, I sound like a bitch.
But I guess it’s just me inside, all these fucked problems just can’t stop. What the hell am I suppose to feel?

FUCK THE WORLD!

Lil better, should start my poem :)
Gonna feel oh-so hhhhaaapppppppppppyyyy!

I fell in love to a murder,
Whose heart deep inside,
Is as pure as one’s life,
Sinless and naïve.

I look around,
Everything seemed out of sight,
My shoulders are grounded by the earth,
What am I to feel?

I don’t look for a shoulder,
But my both feet,
My heart that’s pushing me,
So I won’t fall; no one’s there.

Far from here,
I only hear sooth,
In the end,
I’m independent.

But there’s no other love,
Other than yours?
Oh, it moves me.
Don’t go; I need you.

CHARMAINE DEBORAH SPANIS GADUA

Is satisfied! I promise I’ll try to put pictures! You guys miss a lot of stuff!
But it’s okay :)
Take care ya’ll!

Could feel it at times.

<3

Hello readers,
Not been good this past week and days. But I’m glad ape has been here by my side, without him, I don’t think I’ll stand it.
He has been supportive and stayed by my side the whole time.
Today, he told me to look into his blog, and I cried reading what he said.
I love him, and I really do love him with all my heart and deep down, he’s my one and only hubby ape.
I guess, I’ll start with my poem again! :P lol I like it okay?!

All through the things,
We’ve been through together,
We’ve believed it’ll
Make us strong.

We’ve been through
This and that,
Ups and downs,
But here we are.

Others may say things about you,
But I know that I know the truth,
You’re what you are inside,
And I’ll be the only one to know it.

We may be 1000000 meters away,
But our hearts has no gap.
They can separate us,
But not our love.

My little red room,
You are so warm and soft,
I never want to leave you,
You’re all that I have.

I love you Isaac Kasi.

cam-whoring :)

Introducing : Waggy Puppy

Milky again!

Hubby? Can we have these puppies? PLEASE?

Hey again! Yeah well, I got bored ok? AND i'm lazy to type! Hehe, well I let the picture do the talking. And well, they belong close to my heart.

At ape's house.

Say it with me : okaaaayy

Milky!

Was talking to my ape :)

Very old picture with ape : taken by TzenSeng.

LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO MY NEW OBF (OTHER BOYFRIEND)

Isn’t he like the cutest thing?! LIKE, OHMYGOD! Haha!
I don’t know why the hell my cheeks were so red! Ugh!
Lol! Anyways, hope you people will accept him.

Drop me a tag after you read this :D

OK, IT HAS BEEN A SUCKY WEEK. AND I GUESS, PEOPLE JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH. SIGH

I've remembered every word,
That had spill out of your mouth.
I don't know how this could happen,
But all I know, I'll never go back.

Why do people in this world,
Even want to think of hurting me?
Why can't they just let me be?
I have my own life to live!

What do I know?
I know, I could hate you,
And I do.
I know, I could hurt you,
And I did.
I know, I could make you regret every word,
WOW and I did.

I wish?
I wish, ape's arms are around me,
See him beside me,
I want to feel safe.
What else? : You dead.

Now let me be.

<3

well, since i have a sucky phone. either this will do! :D

W950i

W960i

i love both, so you can really blame me :D

hubby buuu..my bday is coming :D LOL haha!

it's keep going day by day, wondering when i'll stop all these thoughts in my mind. i cant concentrate, problems just keep pop-ping up and load-ding into my head.
why cant these people just leave my head for awhile? god, i'm a girl
with just baby brains! leave it! ish..
now, another problem that i'm facing with ape is that, how the hell am i going to KL?
sigh, i do really badly want to see ape. i'll do just anything, swear.
but he keeps on saying it's not good, let's find another way.
OR he'll just give up again -.-
very helpful ape. seriously la ape! help me! :(
the days now! god god god..
been having exams same time as SriKL, but we started earlier.
well, not really learning - it is SPM year.
well i regretted not concentrating last year! haha
now that it's coming out and double the essays needed to write.
sometimes, i just wanna say fcuk it la, but how la?
ish..the ape is not studying, being a naughty ape here and there - NOT GOOD!
OMG, tell people to back away from him please!
he HAS his own life you know? and bla..
well, now that i'm so far away from my parents, i dont really know what to say.
i guess i feel free you know? do the things i want with a limit point.
but that dumb to do things 'old people' think.
sometimes, i just wish they just sit back and listen.
but tell me, who's oldie does? unless, 'oldie' is like super-friendly.
but seriously, that would be great if they would just hear from us, wont that be great?
guess i shouldnt complain, maybe i'll end up that way. eek.
I love writing poems, so I guess I’ll be doing it often :)
The poems I write, I put how I’m going through my daily life and
Well, I do feel better after that. Sorry okay?
LOL I like it :D

The past seconds that had gone,
I just sat wondering about my life.
The past minute that had gone,
I felt like bursting out tears of my life.

The past hour that had gone,
I listen to your soothing voice.
The past days that had gone,
I didn’t want to walk that path again.

The past year that had gone,
I felt like there's nothing I could do,
No time tuners,
No thought put in, but just regret.

Now, I walk on both my feet,
I walk with pride,
Knowing that, love will always be there.
And nothing else will ever harm me.

But still, there's always red.
No blue, but green.
The heartache, pain and anger won’t stop.
Till, I follow their path.

now, where's that belin! LOL survey this! :P
hahahah! funny..
Well, I pored everything out. I feel free on my shoulders.
I have to go :) thanks everybody :)
Much love.

<3

Isn’t perfect now, I feel like..well, we just put it to one word. Lonely.
I don’t really know what ta do, some of the days, I feel like falling. Fall, down and down. I feel emotion-less at times, like I just don’t wanna feel anything. Maybe, I’m just..spoilt? I don’t know.

Not being with anybody does hurt, I meant the people that I’m used to, close to my heart. I know my heart and soul is still like a baby, and I am a baby.
I cry, I whine, I stomp, and I get irritated when I just feel like it. I’m still small, and I want to stay like that for a long time. But I don’t wanna depend on people, I want to be independent. I have been learning though :) and I am proud of myself.

Maybe, some people may think that I am being so childish to think about the things that I’ve been through, but do they know what I’ve been through?
Fuck those people, who thinks they know the truth.
They know no truth, I regret every letter, every word, every sentence I told them.
It was worthless and dumb to even tell them anything.
I guess that, they think they are saints who can just go to hell, or maybe I will, or not. See what happens.
Let me present to you :)

No word can bring me down,
No mouth can hold me down,
The ones who think what I am,
Can just die for all I care,

For I just want,
To live my life,
even if,
life doesn’t go my way.

Just let me live,
Because you don’t know shit about me.
Let me be.
Because I,
Am not that stupid,
To fall for your words,
Your sentence, and your stupid mouth.

You can think about this and that,
But think of yourself,
Cause you’re not perfect,
Just like me.
So let me be.

Now, this poem should go in the newspaper or a poem book ^^
Charmaine is proud of herself :D
Now that’s what I call, doing a poem in less than 10 minutes XD
Well, at least that made me feel better :)

Lots of love to you syg.

p.s. sorry got no pictures today :(

I’ve been missing him a lot, and it’s not like I’ll think of him when I’m not free or when I feel like it. I miss him when I’m doing everything daily. Everything reminds me of him, and I non-stop will talk about him. I think my friends here get sick of it, but who cares la, I love talking about my syg. He’s an interesting subject for me :D

Here are some of the pictures that is ohh so close to my heart :) lol, he looks so cute la. He’s white inside but black outside ;D lol sorry syg hubby, but it’s true! :P
Anyways, I miss everything about him. I cant stop thinking about him, people might say that I’m so uptight or addicted to him. Well people, I am! My syg is my drug pill, I didn’t have my drug pills for a long time, I guess I’m ‘sober’ or you can say stopped having it for a while ;D
Haha, I have to go to rehab! Which sucks because ‘rehab’ is where I am! Umm! Whatever, rehab, I just HOPE and WISH it’ll be over.
Well can somebody please PAY MY BILLS SO REHAB IS OVER?!
HUBBY! YOU’RE SUPPOSE TO PAY MY REHAB PILLS!
Not suppose to make me sober D:

Well, we are ‘undergoing constructions’ lol, I meant we are going through long-distance relationship now, pretty tough. To be really honest, it really hurts, badly. The seconds, minutes, hours, days, months that have passed by, it somehow made us both heartless. Well, it didn’t really hit me so heart-less, but it felt like you don’t want to feel anymore. All through those days we went through together, it didn’t just like it was ‘just’ a day. It was something that we both will remember, and it cant and never will go away.

Yes, we both did went through shitty times together, we felt like giving up, but we were always there for each other. Just no matter what, we always help one another.
I guess it’s all because how we started on. Haha, he’s my bestest best guy friend, and my best friend. Normally, it’s girls, but I’m not saying there isn’t guys girls friendship, I meant how we both were really really close.

I could tell him anything from A to Z, and he does give me reaction, lol but what do you really expect right? Somehow, without even knowing him, it’s like I could tell him anything, and trusting him not to mutter a word.
My syg is a good listener though :) and he does make me feel like I’m a queen, lol not princess :D

He’s not bad, but that, when I’m not there, his like this hulk, from the movie, then when he sees me, he becomes a human again, abit barbaric lol, but it’s him. Oh, he’s not green like the hulk, he’s black of his kind :D only joking syg.
But I don’t expect you to like understand me fully, maybe to those who don’t really know him ;D

I don’t mind marrying him, in fact, I do wan to :D I’m not shy with him, only expects him to but me a diamond ring the size of my toe nail XD
Nah, it doesn’t please me. Only those who really know me, will know what I really want. I hope my ape knows what -.-
Lol, charmaine will talk more, but I gotta like put my eyes to rest, they are dying of sleepy-ness XD

lol :D

kick him!

AWW! :D HE SO CUTE LA.

This is what you call a FAT PIG.

HUMPH! rather play game then take pictures with me.

<3>

okay, now about my lil brother,

i know you all WILL REMEMBER my lil brother, who wouldn't?

after what he did last 2 years!

hahaha, let me refresh.

He ran to the track feild when i was doing my cheerleading!

embarassingla, god lol.

He cried! errm, who picked him up? lol i forgot!

hahaha.

well, this is him :D

i miss him though, he's so far away D:

chubby face!

hahaha!

we love to do crazy faces :D

yes, people, he doesnt have front tooth. :D

i'm gonna like stink it deep to him next time :P

i like this picture :D

love his chubby-ness and his stories from school D:

hehe :) hello there,

me uploading pictures for you all!

and i'm gonna tell one by one when and bla bla bla :D

let my photos, BEGIN.

MY FAREWELL DINNER D:

AWW puiyee, zenyee, and chayee XD

this one, puiyee named

no tongue, lil tongue and big tongue XD

we went to midvalley, it was sucky cause we ACTUALLY wanted to go to Chilli's. But instead we went to All Stars, which was only next door LOL. So i invited people to come -.- but sadly it was like less than 20? let me list down.

Rizal
Jonathan and Kimberly Lee
Charlie
Alan
Pui Yee
Cheryl Loo
Sonia
Yun Sin
Sha sha (Anisha) LOL
Zen Yee
Eng Kit
Belinda
Manday..lol
Zaqir (he was the last one! only came after people last finish eating!)
Su Ann
Kenny! LOL
Isaac Kasi :P (my ape, OF COURSE HE'LL COME)

and AHEM me XD

Hehe, hello again. First of all, THANKS SO MUCH CATHERINE (kuching ;D) lol she helped me with my blog ;) i think la, LOL

Anyways, I had maths 2 yesterday, and today maths paper 1 :(
I did horribly! Sniff.. i had like err 4 graphs.. i did all except that 2! Whineee.. i did only half :( well then i dont wanna talk about the other questions, it sucks so much :(

I wanna go back to KL soon, i miss it there, i know its nothing much there, but IF YOU’RE LIVING HERE, you’ll understand how i feel :( i feel homie there.. my ape will know how i feel :(

I want to press the bell! Umm! My bell misses me!
I’m talking about the bell at ape’s house :( when i went to live with him for a while, we always walk back the same route everytime. And sometimes, he’ll carry me behind his back (or sometimes he on my back -.-) i’ll always say i want bell, and he’ll carry me till i press the bell! Lol :D i miss you ape. Lol you should have seen the look on his face! Hahaha :P

I’m having a black and white (actually yellow) phone now :( i know! Ugh, the stupid shop doesnt know how to fix my phone ok? Ish. I wish i could have a FREAKING phone, it’s so hard to NOT taking pictures.

OHH WAIT!

My birthday is coming :D anyone buying me a camera? XD lol only joking, gonna go pujuk my ape :D hehe
But he wont buy me a camera :( maybe only food :(
Lol or shopping!
Or let me guess, play cards and see who win and gets what me or him want. Aiyoo..
But its MY BIRTHDAY :D lol maybe ask him an iPhone :D
Okayy charmaine is imagining too much.. tut tut
But asalkan got camera! Eeeh! (not VGA!!)

Lol,
I’ll try to upload pictures la zen! Eee you!
Uh! Now you know why i cant REALLY upload pictures! Umm!
Well, just so you people know, zen complain about my blog!
Well, i think my blog is cute :) lol.

Well, gotta go :)

<3

aiyo..you ah zen! chill la! i just started and you already bising bising! i'll try to update it everyday ok?! aiyoo..

ohh people, careful! zen wanted to have sexy time with me :( help! you jaga zen! i'll tell my hubby ape! :P

p.s

i'm still working on this blog!

I know I’ve not been writing much! But my days here are getting harder than I thought. What a seriously hard hard year for me. I have to jungle Isaac, school, fucking problems, life and of course, ahem myself.

For school though, well, everyone knows its SPM year for me. And it’s so hard just to think about everything in school because everything keeps on bothering me. And come to think about how hard it is just to keep up with everything, I’m trying to stop thinking about everything, and just focus. But it’s a bad thing for me just to keep it behind my head, it tends to smack my face again, this time, it’ll hurt.

Problems, it doesn’t stop. You should try moving one place to another, it’s the most wonderful feeling in the world. But I’m trying to just now, have an invisible box around me, that’s my safe area.

I feel empty, and I really do feel shitty. Missing Isaac, being so fucking far away from him, is the most painful feeling in the world. I feel like just punching my heart and not feel anything till I see my syg. I miss everything about him, I miss how he protect me over everything, hug me when I need to and not saying anything till my last tear drops, he makes me feel like there’s no one in the world, but me in his arms.

I don’t know how he can be hated or dislike to others, well actually I do see why. He can be a jackass huh? Yeah, sorry hubby lol : ) never mind, he’s still my biggest ape in the world. And not to think about how proud he can be! Don’t you agree? His ego-ness can cover the universe, and his shy-ness can cover my butt. Hehe : ) not to forget his macho-ness! Eek! Should tell you guys a story, just to make meself feel better!

Okie, it was somewhere last year during sports practice, to those only are on track field and high jump, the ape (Isaac) went to the stadium. Oh, not to forget how smart he was that day, seriously. He ran BARE footed, on the HOT track field, under the burning HOT sun, don’t you think he’s mad? Yeah, I did too. So yeah, he ran and guess what happened? His sole of his both feet came off, as if like you peel off like a plaster (OUCH) so that’s what happened AT the stadium which I didn’t know yet. He came back to school and walked up to the class, now I’m sure you guys know the agama room right? Where there’s the staircase right beside it? Well, he was walking there and I was coming from the girls wee room. I’ll tell to you what I saw, I saw him limping from far away and when he saw me, you know what he did? HE WALKED STRAIGHT like a macho man. Goodie goodie god, I went up to him and smacked his back and said you crazy or what? What happened? He said “Ohh nothing, my feet just had some problems earlier on the track field, noting much” ugh, you know how hard it was to communicate with him then?
Okie, that made me happy! Haha! Well, it’s not a right time for me, my exam is actually today! Ugh, okie, gotta go!

Just started me blog, wanted to just change because I got bored with xanga XD anyways, me hubby has a blog too, maybe I’ll link to his :D
Anyways, I hope this will turn out well, lol and I do too hope that the pictures this time wont end up here and there like before in xanga.
Will continue blogging, just that I have ta edit my blog here and there. Not really good at this, but I’ll manage :)

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